Archive for April, 2007

April 30, 2007

It's Only Monday?

I don’t get it. I just got off of a weekend. A rather eventless one too. Yet, I’m more tired today. *sigh* Part of it is due to my 3:30am sleep time on Saturday/Sunday. My little sister was over my house and she was having some serious asthma problems. I was up with her most of the night to make sure she didn’t get worse. But I tried to make up for the lost sleep yesterday. I guess it just didn’t work out the way I intended it to.

Today is a beautiful day. I really would like to take a jog to the park. I wish I had batteries to take my CD player with me. I can’t believe I’m still living in the days of CD players with all those mp3 players out there. I really have to invest in one of those. A day at the park would really help clear my foggy head, give me a little bit of writing motivation.

Right now, although my house is cooler and more comfortable than outside I’m also looking towards my bed for a nap. Hmm… what should I do? I should finish editing this chapter, take a half hour nap and then run off to the park. There’s an idea. :)

Hope you are all enjoying beautiful weather. It definitely makes the fact that it’s only Monday seem not so bad.
April 27, 2007

T.G.I.F.

It’s FRIDAY!!!!!!!!

Finally. Does anyone else feel like the week just dragged along? But, fear not, Friday has come to rescue us all. It seems the whole world is celebrating this Friday. Even with the torrential rains on this side of the U.S., the weekend comes with the promise of sunshine and freedom.

Just this morning a road/traffic announcer on NY morning news broke out into dance. I swear! I had to stare at the screen to make sure I was seeing things right and not just my crazy imagination. Because it could have been. I tend to pull a JD (Scrubs reference, wooha), every once in a while. But, nope, she was most certainly for real. The music to Michael Jackson’s Thriller played and she and her techy got down, choreography style. It was insanely amusing. Definitely made my day.

If you were all wondering where I was yesterday, I spent most of the day sleeping or watching tv. I was feeling a tad bit anti-social. Piled on top of serious exhaustion, I was in all simplicity, a monster. So, I stayed home from work and just lounged. I feel much better though. How could I not? It’s FRIDAY!

No big weekend plans here. Cleaning up tonight for company tomorrow night. Dinner, some television, a few laughs. Just chill. Going to head to B&N for some books because I NEED to read. I feel like such a slacker.

As for my WIP, I got about half of my trouble scene written. It’s not a lot, but it’s progress. Now I just have to buckle down, get those creative juices flowing, make a nice appletini and sit with a giant chocolate bar and I think I could finish this darned chapter. Or at least, the scene. I’ve added a progress bar to my blog sidebar so you all can see where I’m at. If it stays the same for over a week, feel free to push me *ahem* motivate me to get back to work. Pull out the *whip* if you have to. I tend to be a slacker by nature! ;)

Happy Friday Everyone!

April 25, 2007

Just Made It!

It’s 11:50pm, which means I made this post in just enough time to have it considered my Wednesday post! *phew* I was a little worried I wouldn’t make it here today. I took a nap after dinner today, hubby was out doing some important work, so the allure of the silence and the rain splattering on my window knocked me out on the couch. When I woke up it was past 8pm! Then, I tried watching American Idol, only to find out no one got voted off. What’s that all about? That show just gets weirder each year.

On the other hand, I had an appointment with CP and friend, Miranda Heart, tonight. She was going to browbeat, *cough* I mean, encourage me to write the next chapter of my WIP which has been giving me a wicked hard time. I’m taking a quick break from it right now actually, to get this up for the day. It’s going rather well. I’ve written about 2 pages thus far, and although it’s a bit slow coming, it hasn’t hit midnight yet. ;) We all know how crazed I get after midnight. So I’m not worrying about it.

On another equally exciting note, I have discovered the magic that is Rhapsody. I don’t know if I mentioned this, but I recently got cable modem. GOODBYE DIAL-UP! As part of the package, the cable company provided me with 25 free songs a month, and all the free radio play I want. And some of Rhapsody’s stations are INCREDIBLE. I listened to New Age all afternoon. And tonight, for inspiration, I’ve been rocking the Baroque station. Ha! You didn’t know you could jam to classical music, but you sure can. I’m in love with it now. The radio is on all day. If you’ve never checked it out, give it a listen. It’s worth it.
Funny story. There’s this substitute teacher at the school I work at, he’s quite handsome, but obviously very uptight and serious. I watch him sometimes, because he amuses me and reminds me of the guy from the Campbell’s soup commercial, the one who leans back in the chair and drinks from the cup and then falls backwards! Either way, he’s just much needed eye candy at such a generally bland place. Anyway, for some reason, today he was filling in for the secretary upstairs and when I went to sign in, he actually looked at me and smiled, which totally caught me off guard, cause the guy totally keeps to himself. But, hey, I smiled back. No funny business, just a genuine smile. ;) It was really weird, because he went from being this character in my head to a real person. Hubby says I characterize way too many people. I think he might be right. I’m strange, I know, sorry.
Anyway, it’s hump day! YAY! Finally. Only two days left for the weekend. Won’t lie to you, I’m anxiously awaiting it.
April 24, 2007

*Snore*

I am deliriously tired today. My head feels foggy, like I’m drunk or something. And I haven’t had a drink, which sucks. I don’t like a hangover feeling without the gratification of actual liquor! I think I’m heading to bed early again tonight. Could be just my body readjusting to my sleep schedule. I really screwed it up during vacation. That’s what I get for staying up until all hours of the morning. Habits are sooo hard to make, but sooo easy to break. In just one week’s time I fell into a nasty sleeping pattern that’s come back to bite me in the butt. Ouch.

BIG thanks to my girl Tempest for her support regarding the karaoke competition. She’s absolutely right. You only live once, right? So I’m going for it. ;) It starts in June. The website is going to be up soon, and as soon as it is, I’ll post a link so you guys can see what a big deal it is. I’ve downloaded a few karaoke songs. I’m thinking I’ll do a little Kelly Clarkson. I’m somewhat in her vocal range. Give or take a few notes. And that new song of hers kicks serious butt. Though, I may be better off going with something more tried and true. Behind These Hazel Eyes? Then again, I’m seriously feeling that Carrie Underwood song, Before He Cheats. Can a girl from the city get country? I think so. All I need is a really HOT pair of boots. Any suggestions? Visuals preferred. ;) Can you guys tell I’m an American Idol fan? Ha, ha. Sheesh. OH! Know what? I do a mean Gwen Stefani impression, during her No Doubt days, with that really cool lilt she has in her voice when she sings. I can do Just a Girl and Bathwater really well!

As is probably obvious from this post, I am VERY excited about this. I’m going to be asking you guys for tips on wardrobe and makeup and all that, so stay tuned to play “Dress up Izzy”. ;)

I have to get back to work on my WIP, particularly because the one scene I’m stuck on is causing me such aggravation, I can’t move on until I get it somewhere I like. Not PERFECT, just somewhere that pleases me. And it does not please me yet, so, I have it sitting there staring at me with an evil eye as I ignore it. In the meantime, I’ve been doing the edits on my book for Freya’s Bower. Man, edits kill me. I hate seeing my stupid mistakes, even worse, I hate feeling like sometimes I can’t fix them. Grr… it’s the most frustrating feeling ever. But at least I’m noticing the mistakes I make. Some of them are pretty regular, so I pick on them a lot more now that its been brought to my attention. So, at least I’m learning something. Right?

Ok, I’m off. *Peace*
April 23, 2007

Sometimes My Head Has a Mind of Its Own

I’m staring at some really beautiful Glitter Tattoos I won over at Stacy Dawn’s blog during one of the neat installments of Escape the Mondayn. They’re all so sparkly and girly. I want to put some on, but I have no clue where! Plus, I don’t think it makes sense to waste some really nice temp tattoos unless I’m going somewhere and can show them off! So, here’s my dilemma. I have to figure out where to put the tatts, and then where to go to show them off. But it’ll have to wait til the weekend, because I’m flat broke from my spring break excursions. Man, train station food is expensive.


I recently found out about a really neat karaoke competition that’s going to take place in the summer. I’m seriously considering it. I mean, what do I have to lose? I get to sing karaoke, which I LOVE, I get to perform, which I also love, and the prize is some hearty cash. I say, what the heck. It starts in June, which gives me over a month to prepare. Too bad for my neighbors. They’re gonna probably break into my apartment and gag me to shut me up.

I did some brainstorming on my WIP today, and thankfully, I think I may have a positive direction to take concerning my villains. But I’m too tired to even think about writing tonight. After nearly 4 days of going to bed past 3:30 am, I’m finally starting the downward crash. And waking up for work at 6am makes it worse, since I’m NOT a morning person by any means. Which means tonight is an early night for me.

April 22, 2007

Spring Break Officially Over

It’s Sunday. Tomorrow I go back to work and all of the madness of this past week will be just a memory. Not too shabby. In just a short week’s time I managed to write two new chapters of my current WIP, visit Newport, RI and tour the mansions, hike about 3 miles on the cliff walk, and go to the Metropolitan Museum of Art for the first time ever.

I would say that is a very productive break. Sure, some would argue I spent most of my time doing nerdy, learn-type things, but I just call it research for a book that’s yet to be written. ;) I’m glad to be going back to a regular schedule, I feel utterly sleep deprived. Four nights and counting of sleeping past 3am and waking up far too early. I’m afraid my brain was starting to melt. Though going back to work means less writing time. *sigh* That’s too bad because I’ve been on a roll with my WIP. Then again, I can focus on the chapter of Cinematic Royalty I got back from my editor. I’ve been procrastinating on that one quite a bit, due to my utter hatred of edits.

Either way, let me tell you a little bit about my trip yesterday. We took a 10 o’clock train into the city. The Met was pretty packed, I’m guessing because it was such a beautiful day for being out and about. The weather was in the 60s, low 70s. Perfect and sunny and inviting. The first thing I noticed when we got there was the sign out front. Roman/Greece art exhibit. Can you say heaven? I’m a sucker for their sculpted art in the form of statues and what not. Just imagine, an entire wing dedicated to it!!!

I felt like a fan girl, walking through, gawking at the beauty of it all. It really helped that the Met people set them up in a great looking hall. The architecture in itself was a work of art, with beautiful pillars and domed ceilings made of glass. Here, let me show you guys some pictures to give you an idea what I’m talking about.

There were statues of all shapes and sizes. Heads, full bodies, male, female, with and without body parts, naked and dressed, even some intricate sarcophagus’s. I read all of the little signs that explained their origin, their time period and their backstory. Some I committed to memory, for reference sake. Either way, I’m never going to forget how beautiful they looked, perched up there in all their glory, shining in the sunlight. I felt like I’d walked onto the ruins of an old Temple. My mind roared to life with little details for my fantasy series, since it takes place in an ancient, Greece-like Temple. Very exciting stuff!

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Unfortunately, I wasn’t allowed to take pictures of the fine art/paintings. Mainly because you aren’t allowed to use flash and the rooms they were in were too dark. But, I got to see some AMAZING artist’s works. Picasso, Monet, Degas, Rembrandt, Van Gogh and one of my very favorites, Dali. I was hoping to see Persistance of Memory, but no such luck. They did however, have one called The Dream, which I found incredibly striking. The color, the darkness, the strange details. It was apparently based on Oedipus, the Greek Tragedy. There was an entire line of people trying to sneak a peek.


I also visited the Egyptian section, just for the sake of getting a glimpse at the tombs and hieroglyphs. I love that stuff. :) So yea, all in all, I’d say it was an awesome trip.

Only thing, our train ride home saw some technical difficulties. We lost power twice, then were moved off the train because the electrical wires above us were catching fire. We had to wait 20 minutes for the next coming train to rescue us. That train was already full. So yea, 2 trains worth of people all scrunched up together on one. We all got pretty close. But other than that, it wasn’t too bad. Now it’s back to the real world.

Hope all of you had a wonderul weekend!

April 21, 2007

Spring Break Day 5- Friday!!!

Today was my day of mental rest (mind you, as I say today, I actually mean yesterday, because it is now 1:21am). I folded laundry, watched a little bit of television, listened to the radio, thought about my WIP, wrote about 6 sentences and decided it was time for a break. I’ve been working long hours on that thing all week, I needed just one day to figure stuff out. And I did.

The scene I was stressing about which I forced myself to write is getting cut. I hate to do it, because that’s 3 hours of my life I wasted trying to write something I knew from the beginning was wrong. But I kept thinking, maybe. Just maybe. I was wrong. It just doesn’t work. So, it’s gone. I may have a different scene in place for it. No big deal. Im honestly not letting myself get upset about it.

I’m going into the city tomorrow (NYC, so it’ll be another late night post, if any). I’m excited. New York always inspires me. The place is just alive with movement and culture and people. It’s amazing. So hopefully I’ll have some interesting things to report on that front.

In the meantime, enjoy the day, it was quite beautiful on this end. I hope the rest of the weekend stays as nice.

Happy Weekend guys!
April 19, 2007

Spring Break Day 4- Thursday

I’ve had the most overwhelming desire to read all day. I fiddled through some of my books, looking to see if there was anything that I could reread, but found nothing. I want something new and exhilirating. Unfortunately, I don’t have the money to get any ebooks. But I do have a Barnes and Nobles gift card burning a hole in my wallet. Problem is, hubby doesn’t want to make a run because I spend hours there and he’s a bit of a neanderthal who doesn’t read. Ok, maybe not that bad, but he’s not very fond of my literary obsession. I mention Barnes and Nobles and I swear his entire face grunts. *rolls eyes*

My friend Camilla is supposed to be sending me Karen Marie Moning’s Darkfever in the mail. I’m excited because I really like her writing and although I’ve heard it’s different from her highlander series, I think if she writes it with as much heart, it will do just fine. I just want a few hours to look around the store and get my hands on something new, with that yummy new book smell, and the breakable spine. lol Yes, I’m a spinebreaker. When I read a book, I devour it.

I worked on my WIP all day today, though most of it was mental aerobics. I know what my next scene is, but something about it feels off. I’m not sure if it’s the POV or if it’s my character’s motivations, but I keep replaying it over and over in my head and something about it is just not making sense. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I should probably just write it. Stop thinking about it so much. It just isn’t coming. *sigh* Maybe I’ll dabble in some art as a way to distract my muse.

I just found about a place called Fictionwise tonight. I’m looking through it as I type this. I’m excited. It looks like a great place to go for some last minute book shopping. I’m bookmarking and keeping an eye out for stuff there. Always nice to have another option other than the big dogs B&N and Borders. Especially one I can access from home.
April 19, 2007

Spring Break Day 3- HUMP DAY!

Warning: This post will contain a lot of random over enthusiastic history geek type comments, made worse by my overactive imagination, and illustrated by cell phone pictures taken in the rainy, dreary day. Still interested? Read on…

What is it about Newport, RI that I love so much? I asked myself that question the entire ride up there today. Sure, part of the answer is the emotional connection I hold to it. Hubby proposed there, it will always hold a special place in my heart. But it’s more than that. Something less concrete that I haven’t exactly been able to pinpoint until today.

Lacking the brilliant sunshine and warm weather you’d typically associate with summer homes, I was somewhat glad to see the mansions in a more rugged environment, with the winds blowing and the waves crashing hard against the cliff. I thought it would in some way take away from their grandeur, make me see them as just homes, properties, historical landmarks. I was wrong. in fact, I’m certain the rain somehow added to their magical allure.

One of the biggest draws for me is the history that lingers between those brilliantly built walls. Some of the most glorious years of people’s lives were lived there, among shamelessly flashy and ritzy material goods, surrounded by the calming, powerful ocean. There is something about the rhythm of the waves crashing against the cliff that grounds you to this world. I suspect it’s why they all loved it so much. Why they made it their summer home away from home.

Despite the ridiculously gorgeous architecture, the gold leaf patterns, the high back chairs and grand pianos, I like that on the Bellevue strip, time doesn’t exist. I could close my eyes and still hear the whispers and shuffling feet in the ballroom. The violin that played on the terrace with the orchestra. I could see, in my mind’s eye, the beautiful hostess walk down the curved staircase on the plush red carpet, her long day dress sparkling, her hair perfectly perched atop her head as she greeted guests in powder rooms. And when I opened my eyes, they were all gone.

Newport is this amazing little bubble, where time simply froze, where the ghosts of the past somehow still affect the present. I truly loved every second of it.

And as the true adventurist I am, I not only toured 2 mansions, I also hiked the cliffwalk. I don’t mean the nice, boardwalk like path fenced in for your viewing pleasure either. I mean, hiked the cliffwalk, pushed through mud and jagged rocks, faced 25 mph winds and crashing waves at my feet with nothing to seperate us but air. I got some great shots from where I stood. And I feel like a superhero, pumped with adrenaline and pride. What a way to spend the day.

Enjoy the pictures I took. They’re blurry, the day wasn’t great for pics, and I took them on my camera phone. But they’ll do. ;)
April 17, 2007

Spring Break Day 2- Tuesday

Stayed up late last night, trying to inspire myself to write. I did some, not nearly as much as I could have. I was completely distracted. Mentally and creatively somewhere else entirely. Which is fine. It happens. Instead, I was focused on art. My fingers itched to play with Photoshop. Bad, muse. So fickle, she is.

My good friend Ansha Kotyk has a website going up, and I promised to help her with the design. I’m hoping not to disappoint. I did a lot of design ideas for myself, but never for someone else, especially not someone who is doing it to promote their work. So, I’m a little nervous, but really excited too. Because this means I get to indulge my art muse and look up pictures on DeviantArt, my favorite place online. :) Her theme is going to be great, as long as its executed properly. I really want it to knock everyone’s socks off. In the end, if it comes out really good, I may try a few more layout ideas and offer them to the public. We’ll see.

In the meantime, today has sort of been a chill day. Folding laundry, cleaning up a bit. Still dreary outside, but no rain, which means hopefully *crosses fingers* tomorrow will be Newport day!

I’ll try and get in some more writing tonight. Then, for the rest of the week, I’m going back to a schedule, so I can get my writing in between the stuff I have to do for the weekend and such.

I’m feeling incredibly sleepy due to the grey, rainy days we’ve had. And I’ve been sleeping my vacation away, thus far. It’s time to end that madness. Vacations are not for sleep! Well, sometimes they are. But not now. I want to enjoy myself. Once I get back to work, it’s straight sailing through June (I think I get one more day vaca in May). Then I have the summer. Which is my deadline for my novel. I have to get to work.
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