Archive for May, 2007

May 31, 2007

To Those of You Who Read My BLOG: Please help…

This is to prove a point to my husband.

I want to sing Alone by Heart for the karaoke competition I’m doing. He grew up on Jazz, so he’s never heard of them. He thinks that the song isn’t well known enough to get people pumped.

That’s a classic rock song. It kicks serious butt. So, for all of you who would jam to that at a karaoke bar (sung well, not badly, lol) please raise your hands so I may take count. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
May 30, 2007

Is It Really Wednesday?

Where has this week gone? I feel like it just started. Not that I’m complaining, mind you. Just a bit shocked. It really flew by.

Ok, so for starters, huge THANKS to all those who wished hubby well. He’s feeling a bit better. Still resting. Those sinus infections can get pretty nasty really fast. I think he may need to stay home from work tomorrow and try and sleep it off. But he’s pretty stubborn. Only time will tell what’s actually going to happen.

Today I started a new job. I still have my old one, at the school cafeteria, but I’m also working part-time with a marketing company. I’m a sample lady! I stood 5 hours at Wal-Mart and gave out samples of cereal! The kids loved me. A lot of the elderly people stopped to talk. It was really a great day. My feet are killing me now, but I feel accomplished. Plus, I’m getting paid for this one job, what I get paid for 3 days work at the school. So yea… kinda worth it. I took a second job for the summer. I didn’t want to be without the little extra income I bring in to help around the house. But this might turn out to be a great thing, this sampling stuff. I booked another show next month. We’ll see how that one goes and I’ll gauge how I feel about it.

Did I mention I’m back to working on WIPs since my edits are done? My CP has given me a goal of 4k by Friday. I’ve thus written about 1200+. I still have a ways to go, but I’m really excited. I’d forgotten how much I loved this story. So that’s actually what I’m going to go do right now. See if I can push out like another 1k tonight.

Happy Hump Day!!
May 29, 2007

Feels Like Monday

Hey guys!

I hope you all had a wonderful day off yesterday. I know I did. I didn’t do anything particularly special. Hubby is still feeling pretty crummy. In fact, he has a doctor’s appointment today, to make sure he doesn’t have a sinus infection. But, I did get quite a bit of cleaning done, which was nice. I changed up my winter and summer clothes, because the way the weather’s been lately, I’m guessing it’s not going to drop back down to sweater weather anytime soon.
Strange thing is, I have an appointment today with the weight loss group I was telling you about. I have my physical. And I’m not sure, but I think starting this week they put me on a special plan. In 12 weeks I lose my intended weight. Do you know what that means? That means come the winter, the clothes I just put away yesterday, may not even fit! That makes me absolutely giddy with excitement. :)
On another positive note, the karaoke qualifying rounds start next Tuesday! OMG! My stomach rumbles just thinking about it. Let’s hope it works out.
On the writing front… I finished my first round of edits for the FB story. *woohoo* I’m psyched about that. Now it’s onto working on other WIPs and waiting for the second round. :) Not too shabby, I don’t think.
May 27, 2007

Weekend Woes

Hubby got pretty sick this weekend. I think he didn’t drink enough water at work on Friday. He came home throwing up and miserable all afternoon. I gave him some popsicles and got some gingerale. When it was all said and done with I was just as exhausted from the running around and clean up. Had to bring out the Lysol, just in case it was a bug of some sort.

All in all, I’m starting to notice our place is horrendously hot. To the point where I’m practically delirious. We have to get our central air fixed or I’ll die. Period. We’ve filled giant water bottles and are trying to keep ourselves hydrated. Let’s hope it works.
May 24, 2007

Print vs. Epub

I’ve read and partaken in many discussions regarding this topic. Online writers are constantly in debates about the pros and cons to print publishing versus e-publishing. There’s a lot of heat about e-published writers not being real writers. This, in my opinion, is a completely unfair assumption. In fact, when I think back on a few of the print books I’ve read versus a few breathtaking e-books, I’d venture to say that is a very biased and unfounded opinion.

A lot of it has to do with legitimacy. Having a book in print, something to hold in your hands, somehow makes you a ‘real’ author. On the other hand, many unprofessional epubs have made the entire movement look bad by putting out some very bad, unedited work. But does that mean that all ebooks are that way? Of course not! It’s just those few rotten apples that ruin the bunch. But epublishing has come a long way, and from the looks of several well established and promising up and coming companies (ie. Samhain, Ellora’s Cave, Cobblestone Press, and my pub Freya’s Bower), epublishing has a bright future.

So where does that leave me, as a new up and coming author looking to make this a career? I’m really not sure, honestly. My first book, a novella, is something I would never have pitched to a print publisher, mainly because it would not have done well in that marketplace. Novellas are much more of an ebook thing, becaue people look for shorter reads to take with them on their ebook reader or to enjoy while they munch on popcorn in front of their computer screens at midnight. But I also don’t write erotica and erotica is what is selling high on epublishers. My issues lie with where I can make the best and most comfortable career for myself. Where I can work at a pace that I’m comfortable with, push out some good, quality material, and still get a decent sized fan base that would support my endeavors.

Print publishing is a really difficult business to get into, but it certainly holds the candle if you want to make writing a career. Plus, with print pubs there is the marketing involved. The book signings, the conference things, etc. Maybe I’m just insecure and feel that I’m not ready for that world, a world of the likes of huge authors like Nora Roberts and Nicholas Sparks. I know I’m not at that par. I might never be. Then again, does that mean that I’m not good enough?

These are important career decisions. Ones that I have found myself contemplating more and more as I work on my current WIPs, each promising to be novel length single-titles. Should I test the ebook waters and hope to grow my career slow and steady? Or just jump head first into the print world and cross my fingers hoping for the best? I’ve got my eye on getting an agent. I seem to be leaning in one direction, I’m just afraid I’m dreaming too big.
May 23, 2007

Little Thing Called Hump Day

Do I have some great news for this bright and early Wednesday morning!

Last night, I felt productive again for the first time in weeks! The muse struck. I’ve been fighting her for a while now on a particular story idea that kept popping into my head. It’s an idea I’ve had for months. I jotted it down like people suggested. It went away for a while. But it kept popping back up. Last night was the final straw. I opened my edits, ready to work on chapter 7, eager to get them done because I’m so close! 2 more chapters after this one! That’s it!!! But my mind was elsehwere. I could hardly focus. Instead, while at the RD chatroom, I started plotting the little idea my mind kept whispering to me.

By the afternoon, I had the opening scene in mind. What else could I do? I had to write it. Turns out, by midnight, I had half of my first chapter done. My editor ended up contacting me and I also did about 5 pages of edits. Then I went on to finish the chapter on the other story. So all in all, last night, I cranked out over 2k, did 1/3 of my edits and passed out at about 2:30am.

Meanwhile, I gotta go to work today regardless of my delusional exhaustion. But it’s only a few hours. Once I get back I’ll either continue on my edits or pass out on the couch. ;)

Happy Hump Day you guys!
May 22, 2007

Tuesday Ramblings

American Idol season finale! I’m a big fan, so of course I will be watching it. For those of you interested, I’m all for Jordin Sparks. Have been since I saw her audition. I mean, heck, the girl can SING. So go her! I hope she kicks serious booty tonight.

Other than that, my day has thus far been full of work and writing. Unlike yesterday, where I didn’t have a first lunch wave due to a huge field trip, and a few 6th graders were suspended, today I was smacked head on with 4 full lunch waves and I handled the first one (with 5 classes of about 23 kids each) by myself. One of the lunch mothers from the second lunch room came in late and my partner ran up there to cover. All in all, I did ok. I thought I’d fall behind but I didn’t. Still, it takes a lot out of me. I came home exhausted.

I tried to do some edits on ch. 7 of my FB story. But, my mind was elsewhere. In another story elsewhere. That annoying idea I’ve had in my head for a few months has been getting more and more clear, until today I actually had an entire scene just pop up in my mind. I couldn’t just let it disappear. So, I wrote out half the scene and didn’t finish edits. Oops. :D Ha, ha. Bad me. But I’ll get back to them.

May 21, 2007

Another Day of Edits

So, as I write this, I’m actually stalling from working on chapter 6 of my edits. Which is fine. I’m on page 4. Not doing too badly for today. It’s 14 pages. I think I might be able to finish the chapter. I was supposed to work on it this weekend, but it was hectic with personal and family events. I’m not being too hard on myself. I think I’m making ok time. Besides, if I stress, I don’t work well. I’m starting to learn that! :D Goal: Finish the last three chapters of edits this week. Think I can do it?

Tonight I’m also having a realtor come by the house to check it out and give us an idea of how likely we are to sell it and for what price. Hubby and I are talking about moving due to some issues with neighbors and the condo association falling apart and what not and so forth. It’s too bad, because when we first got this place I absolutely fell in love with it. It’s beautiful. It has a loft, high ceilings, skylights… all the goods for a great townhouse. Unfortunately, we’ve had so many issues with the association and with funds and with some of the tenants of the small complex (only 6 units) that it’s starting to become a bit tedious. So, we’re looking to move. Perhaps… it’s still in the thinking phases. But we figured we’d try to get our placed looked at anyway, and have the realtor start looking at places in our price range. Doesn’t hurt to have a pair of eyes and ears out in the market.

That of course means I have to finish cleaning. I spent most of the weekend turning the house upside down. :) So let me get back to work!
May 18, 2007

Finale Week

This week saw the end of several of my favorite shows for the season. If you know me, you know I’m a total tv junkie. I LOVE being involved in the lives of fictional characters (duh, it’s why I write). I get the same rush from a well written show that I do from a book. I love the little butterflies, the anxiety, the fear of unknown that comes with jumping into their world. It’s exhilirating! So let’s recap, shall we? *warning, gets a tad bit spoilerish*

Monday: How I Met Your Mother- Robin and Ted. I’m not surprised. In fact, I sort of expected it. The two of them just don’t have the same goals. But it still broke my heart to see them seperate. They really are so happy when they’re together. And she can’t be the kids mom. More than once he refers to her as Aunt Robin. Which means he’s yet to meet that love of his life. I think it’s going to be interesting to see how they’re going to make that happen.

On another note, I was thrilled that Marshall and Lilly finally tied the knot. They’re adorable. And last week’s outside wedding episode was just too cute. It tied perfectly into this week. Reminded me why I love this show so much. It’s full of heart, full of laughs and just a genuine feel good time.

King of Queens- This was actually a SERIES finale! *sniff* I can’t believe that show is finally ending after so many years. That scene with them on the airplane, when she told him she loved him, I really think those were genuine goodbye tears. It’s so hard to leave a cast you’ve worked with for years. They really become like family. *sniff* They had a great run!

Last night: The Office, Scrubs AND Grey’s Anatomy! Sheesh. A girl can’t handle that much TV watching back to back.

Jim and Pam. All I can say to that is *aww* I didn’t really like Karen all that much. She was just trying too hard. But she didn’t get the job, which means she’s coming back next season! Can you say love triangle? ;)

Elliot and JD. That final scene was perfect. In fact, one of my favorite scenes acted by them in a long time. Poignant, emotional and so true to their character. They’re scared, overwhelmed and a little crazy. Both of them are a tad bit self-destructive. To see it end there, with no hint as to whether or not they’re making a HUGE mistake… it was evil… yes, but at the same time, I’m craving next season with a passion! The final season! I will miss this show most of all. It’s my favorite, hands down.

Grey’s… where have I been?! I missed like 5 episodes this season and all of a sudden the world’s a freaking mess. It’s why I tend to steer clear from drama’s now. My world is full enough of issues, I don’t need theirs too. Still, I couldn’t help being sucked back into the drama due to Izzie and George’s recent escapades. Can I just say that girl needs a frickin’ break? Hasn’t she been through enough? *shakes head* And George, stop being an IDIOT. I understand that characters mimic real people with flaws. But seriously, when you start to morally degrade characters, they begin to lose part of their magic, and simply become tragic figures, making the same idiotic mistakes over and over again, until you lose interest. REMEMBER writers, there has to be GROWTH!

So yea, that’s my little tv stint for today. I’m sad I’ll have nothing worthwhile to watch in the summer. More reading time for me!

Off to do some more edits. Maybe plot a story idea that’s been itching my head ALL week. BTW, HAPPY FRIDAY!
May 16, 2007

Two Down, One to Go

As May draws closer to an end, I have been doing some serious vocal warmups to get me prepared for my summer activities. On May 30th I have an audition with a local theatre group to do Disney’s Beauty and the Beast. I really really want the part of Mrs. Potts. :) So, I have been practicing the theme song, trying to get it right. The part is technically for a mezzo-soprano, however, it can be done by a chest belter (which I am). So *cross your fingers* for me, ok?

While in the process of musical rehearsals, I have also been doing some song selections for the karaoke competition I hope to take part in. Thus far, I’ve narrowed the songs down to 2. I need 2 more to have all I need for the rounds. Right now, my two choices are Call Me When You’re Sober by Evanescence and Low by Kelly Clarkson. Two contenders at this time are Life Goes On by Leann Rimes and Just a Girl by No Doubt. The songs have to be fun enough or moody enough to get the crowd going and popular enough so that theyre not droning me out and talking to their neighbor. You know? If you’d all be so kind as to vote for some favorites or give me an idea of what you think I could do in the vein of the aforementioned songs, I’d greatly appreciate your help. This begins June 5th. I’d like to have some songs warmed up by then. ;)

In the writing game, I’m glad to say I’m making some progress on my edits! FINALLY! I’m halfway through chapter 4. There are 9 chapters! So, I’m almost halfway. WOOHOO! I’m feeling much better now that I’m making some sort of progress. I was really starting to get worried I would be doing them forever. In the meantime, I haven’t been able to write. Editing has completely stifled my creativity. Which is fine, but I didn’t know it would do that, and jumping from world to world mentally (especially two such different worlds) really made my head hurt. So, I’m giving my WIP a break as I edit this baby. I’m pretty sure at the pace I’m going, I could have it done by the end of the month, if I work really hard. :D Which I intend to.

BTW, happy hump day! I’m beyond happy that the weekend is only a few days away.
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