Twisted Fairytale

I added 2k to my WIP tonight, moving me up to 40k. All while on sleeping pills and stimulants. No, I’m not a druggie. Stimulants=prescription. Sleeping pills for my aforementioned insomnia. lol

Yea, maybe I should write a tribute to freaking opium. ?

I’ve got some serious insomnia happening. I mean, really bad. Most days I don’t get to bed til 3am. That’s early. On bad days, I’ve been up til 7. *sigh* I wake up at 1-2pm the next day groggy as all get out.

Now, I’m a night person, so usually that sort of thing doesn’t bother me. But I can barely function. I feel like I can’t think straight! I can’t get up early to go out and run errands. It’s really pissing me off.

 I finally caved and got some OTC sleeping pills. They don’t seem to be working, though it’s only been 2 days. Maybe I’m just desperate. So it seems to be taking longer than it actually is? Maybe? I have no clue.

 To make matters worse, I started having nightmares as of last night. That usually only happens when I’m stressed. I think I’m stressed. But I don’t know about what. Has that ever happened to you? You’re worked up and you can’t figure out what the trigger is? I mean, other than my lack of sleep, things are going rather well. I don’t know. Maybe I’m just going insane? Ha ha. Going… lol Ok, sorry.

Wrote a tad bit. A few hundred words, tops. My brain is usually too muddled to think clearly. Don’t get much done on that front. Guess that has me pretty stressed out.

Hmm… maybe I just need to work out more. Relieve this negative energy through running. There’s a thought…