Archive for May 16th, 2008

May 16, 2008

There's Nothing I'd Like Better Than To Fall

 

Nothing to report on this end, I’m afraid. Same old, same old. Drowning in house work, weekend plans, personal edits/rewrites, edits for my publisher, and now rewrites for a story I really really want to make work and simply ISN’T.

The thought of doing these things is completely suffocating. I want so badly to make it all work but I feel inept. It’s pretty frustrating. I know I’m not the only one that have felt this way. Every author suffers from self-doubt at some point or another. The thought that maybe you can’t do this. But then I get angry. The thought that I can’t makes me want to do it more. To prove to myself that I can. Oh ego, why must you torment me thus?

But at least it’s Friday. Maybe I can take a moment to breathe and re-evaluate. And maybe, come Monday, I’ll have completely positive news. :) You never know. Weirder things have happened.

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